||[Aug. 12th, 2004|10:14 am]
|||||Lonely Place --- Goldfinger||]|
I had another dream about Pancho last night. (eek two nights in a row..)
Him and I were at a dance kind of thing. and we were both dressed up really rude boy/girl-ish. We looked really cute. Anyways, we were walking around and we pass these soda and candy machines and end up in this dark corner of the hallways of the hotel. anyways, we hug, and he goes into kiss me, and I move so he kisses my neck and say "What about her?" and he looks at me "What about him?" and we look at each other for a while... and we kiss. And later, we are walking like... in a park or something, holding hands... and he looks at me and says, "you should break up with him" and I said, "You should break up with her" and looked at me really sad and offended... like how could you say that kind of look... and I said something to him, to the effect of "you said it, why can't I?"
and then I woke up.
maybe going to see his band wasn't the best idea... she was there... and I hung out with her... and all is clear between us (mostly) but he.. he is so beautiful when he plays. He is a shy boy... until he gets up on stage... I am sooo confused about these dreams I keep having. *shrugs*